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ughh ! [Friday
Jun 30, 06 @ 1:14am]
[ mood | content ]

ugh! drama drama drama!
there's so much drama going on in my group of "friends". it's getting so crazy, i swear.
we're all 18 and 19 and we're acting like little kids talking shit/backstabbing one another.
when we're suppose to be acting like young adults. i hope this gets settled soooon!

besides that, i'm really happy. my life has finally reached it's happiness.
summer is going great. and i found the guy of my dreams.
i hope things keep looking up for me.

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ugh [Tuesday
Jun 20, 06 @ 2:19pm]
[ mood | restless ]

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summer time and the livin's easy!! [Friday
Jun 9, 06 @ 10:49pm]
[ mood | content ]

holaaa! long time no update. i find this kind of pointless but i'm bored now. so, summer is here and i'm loving every bit of it so far. things are really starting to look up. i've been going out everyday and i went to the beach 3 times already with mandy and the gang! i love it! honestly i've been stressing on shit that i shouldn't have been. and it took me THIS long to realize that i deserve so much better than the person i thought i loved. i really didn't deserve all the pain and agony that person was putting me through! this summer is going to be so awesome! sometime in july i'm going to spend 3 weeks in miami and then in august i'm going to the dominican republic for almost 2 weeks to see my family there.

one of my really good friends died last week. her and some other people got in a car accident and she died. and nothing happened to anyone else. life is a bitch. it kinda gave me a reality check like, you never know when god is calling for you. every single time we step outside of our house we're being exposed to death by getting in an accident, getting shot at, getting run over even if it's by mistake. she was only 16, and she was such an amazing girl. but yet we have all these bad people that kill and rape kids that are still alive. it just makes no sense why god would wanna take someone who was just about to start her life and had so much going for her in the future. this really sucks and i've been crying everyday  everytime i realize that she's really gone and never coming back. how she must have felt when she was hurt and how it feels to see yourself going to the hospital cause you know you're hurt but you think you're gunna be safe cause you feel so safe and positive that the doctors are going to cure you but to just go to sleep and never wake up. that must have felt so horrible and i can only imagine how painful it was. i thank god for every living day that i get because i don't know anything anymore.

click for her myspace

and here are the pics from philly and jersey. i know it took a while to put them up but everytime i look at them i get so sad and start crying cause even though i had a great time, it was one of the worst moments in my life as well.

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Jan 31, 06 @ 11:12pm]
i've never been so hurt in my life.
but i'm done. and this time i mean it.

i have a shitload of guy stuff at my house i had for him.
i don't even know what to do with it.
and returning them is not one of my options.
2said goodbye

Jan 25, 06 @ 10:53am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

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well, my life has been quite an emotional rollercoaster lately. i don't know what to expect every minute of it.
in 9 days i'm going to new jersey and spending the most amazing weekend with the love of my life.
and after months of hating hollister and wanting to quit i'm starting to like it alot now.
there's alot of cool new people which makes it fun. so i'm not quitting anytime soon.
and well, that's about it. i'll update when i have good shit to talk about.
8said goodbye

Jan 22, 06 @ 7:59pm]
[ mood | calm ]

in just almost 11 days i get to see the love of my life and i coudln't be anymore excited!!

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5said goodbye

Jan 13, 06 @ 5:36pm]
[ mood | sad ]

I'm under attack again my dear, I'm in the way
Got no resolutions, no clever anecdotes to say
And still if I yell at the top of my lungs will it be the same?
I'd fly you a flag, I'd bury this pen into my veins..

I wanna feel through you tonight
But I won't make you, I won't make you.

no gray sk1es (10:52:08 PM): thats so true, you better go, youve fukcing worked for this and gone to the gym, you need to go.'

no gray sk1es (10:52:12 PM): and no boy should make you cry.

HEARTSS LiE (10:54:00 PM): i know. i'm such a dumbass, seriously. it's like i don't learn from my mistakes. i've been stuck in the same room for so long and the doors are wide open for me to get out, but i'm just like.. sitting there, because i'm just.. stupid
2said goodbye

Dec 22, 05 @ 10:17pm]
[ mood | bored ]

i am a writer, i am all that you have hoped of, and i've written pages, upon pages, trying to rid you from my bones, my bones, my bones. and if you don't love me, let me go.

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i haven't written in awhile but to sum my life up basically all i've been doing is work to earn money for my trip to nj in january to see the love of my life. i've been very dedicated with the gym lately which is amazing cause i hate working out, but i've lost 5 pounds in like a month and a half. but that's only because thanksgiving got in my way. haha otherwise i probably would have lost more. besides that, my life is still pretty uneventful and boring, with a few exceptions. i think that the family stone was one of the greatest movies i've seen in awhile and i recommend it completely. well, i hope you all have a great christmas & new year! i'll be spending new year in miami with my friends & family, so i'm fucking stoked for that! byebyeeeeee lovasssss ♥♥
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Dec 6, 05 @ 1:17am]
it's my birthdayyyyyyy! i'm 18 bitchessssss!!!!
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Dec 2, 05 @ 12:08am]
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my birthday is on tuesdayyyyyyyyyyy!!! i'll be 18 bitchesssss!! i'm so excited!!! i have no idea what i'm doing though. but i'm sure something will come up.

ps - i love ali ramina.

this is the cutest puppy ever!!Collapse )
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Aug 12, 05 @ 12:34am]
[ mood | pleased ]

janessa janet garmas.Collapse )

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Friends Only!! ;) [Tuesday
Jan 11, 05 @ 9:43pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Friends only.
So I can talk about anyone and everything I want.
Add me first.
Ask to be added.
Then I'll consider it.
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